Gluttony ... And A Nice Walk

Posted Apr 10, 2006 by jriley

Updated Apr 10, 2006 at 11:59 AM

So I am obviously with the title about to tell it about my weekend! Well Saturday started out bad because I had to get up so early (ended up still running late) for the Moffit walk I did not eat breakfast. At the walk Erin (trainer) who is familiar with SB diet tells me hey you gotta get something in your stomach eat an apple I tell her I am still on phase 1 but because I didn’t eat at all she tells me to get the apple. Well I feel like crap even after she tells me not to worry about it! I go to the mall for shopping and get a chicken sandwich no bread feeling better. Anyway I am at my mom’s house and my aunt who moved closer to us is there and of course they are cooking because all my uncles, cousins, etc. are there. Well my aunt is a great cook and I know this and so I see my mom’s paper and I say hey does this person look familiar and they are like wow great you can do it! I’m like yes they see I am serious about losing this weight. Right? WRONG, WRONG, WRONG! As my aunt is looking at the picture she tells me I am going to make the best this today for you and this for you guys to enjoy. My mom also adds Tenisha we have the corn bread in the oven. I am sitting there thinking am I a Charlie Brown character I have to be because I just finish showing them this picture and telling them I have lost 10 pounds (oh I forgot to mention that part go SB!!!!) So my words must be coming out like wonk, wonk, wonk, wonk, wonk, feed me! I don’t get it!! So I tell my FI that next time he better be there to be my back bone. I HAVE NO BACK BONE with the FAMILY!!! So did I eat HECK YEAH!!! UGGHHHHH!! So I eat on Saturday and of course I eat on Sunday because of me feeling bad about Saturday! I now owe SB 2 extra days! I keep thinking I need to be at a fatty patty ranch but I know that’s now real because when I am put back in the mainstream I would cave. This is just a lesson learned one bad day should not turn into two bad day’s really! I need to get over the fact that I messed up on Saturday. So I gain 3 of the 10 pounds back (Of course I weighed myself to see the damage) Yes I said 3 pounds so that means I ate 9,000 calories in one day! A girl can get her way to obesity I told you guys this already! So it’s Monday a new day and week! I am feeling good because I am ready to get back out of the 230’s and back in the 220’s! I need to live in that moment the moment of knowing that I accomplished something good! and not in the moment of my day. Well folks until next time!

Tenisha